When Everything Change

Dear you,

3 months ago, you're still calling me babe. Don't wanna get far away from me. I remembered when you texted me while watching TV. You said, 'the important thing to me is to texting with you instead of watching TV.'

Now, I can see how difficult you are to be met. To have an appointment with you as difficult as make one to a President. You always put your friends over me. You can spend so many hours with them, but 5 minutes for me, made me begging you like a beggar who ask some coins.

You, once said you love me. It's only about few months ago until several weeks ago, you said, nothing's left in your heart for me. You don't miss me anymore.

Contrary, when we met that night. When you hug me tight and kiss me gently, touch my face softly... I really can't imagine some of cruel words came out from you.

You said I'm a person who cannot take the decision, reality, if you're not in love anymore with me. Then you said that you don't want to make another sin, as your sin already uncounted.

May I send a protest on you? Before I met you, you already did bad things. If you said you don't want to make any sins anymore, so why you keep on drunk? Keep smoke cannabis? Hang out in a striptease club?

So many reasons to avoid me without telling bullshit on me.

Then, look at you... You said you're still wanna see me. But, you don't even give any attention when you know I need it most.

I'm done with you. You'll never appreciate for what I've done for you all this time.

I did it with full of my heart and sincere. It's because I love you.

I try to erase you little by little. So hard to do.. After all we've been through. But I only try to protect my heart.

I delete your photos. I delete your numbers. I delete your texts. And last thing I do is pray to God that soon, both of us shall get re-pay for every actions that we've made, good or bad.

Sincerely,

Your broken-hearted girl